♥Tuesday, June 12, 2007
winning makes us a better player, losing even makes us a better player! i'm sorry for what i've done. sorry teammates. keep up the good work. SRC just ended a few days ago. 8-10june. scores- nan yang,new town 6-7. new town,raffles 4-8. gms, new town 17-5. stc, new town 11-3. new town, nan hua 2-9. the funniest thing is, we can beat nan yang but we can't beat the rest. i kept on thinking for like days....still can't get it. i think there's a problem in it. for nan yang game, we did quite well.one home run from peggy. mantain it. for raffles match, although we lost, we still had to move on. okay. got some good hits. these two games are played better than the rest of the days. 9 june- sat. wake up early to go to school. took the school bus, and off we go padang. gms match. played super badly. like hell. 2 home runs by bettina. i didn't have any hit. i got strike out. about this game, i'm really sorry. i just walk out of the team and cried. i did not give any reason why i just walk away. i'm really angry. i need to control my anger. after that strike out, i throw the bat and helmet and just walk away.... coach asked me to hurry up!, i said i don't wanna play. just like that, i sat down and broke out crying. i looked at my teammates, they were all damn sad. i think they will think, what on earth is the captain doing. a captain shouldn't cry... if she wants to cry or something, it should be inside not outside. and what kind of captain is this??!!! i really douno what i'm doing. at that time, i am super angry.... i said to myself, why we kept on losing to gms..we had never won them before! joan talked to me and ms tan too. joan asked me to clam down. joan said this to me, hey, you are the captain, you should be strong. gms people will think that, wow..this captain cried because we lost to them... next time they will do that again. and make you cried again.i shouted at gms ppl, i said them GMS SUCKS!!!!! i did a wrong thing. coach talked to us....he said something good.. i really need to think it over before making the decision. always think before you do it. okay. stc match.. bett play catcher, li lin pitch. okay. i think we don't have the mood to play or something.. cause i did something wrong previously match. that makes them even worst. i shouldn't have done that.. bettina got injured..so i play catcher. okay. the umpire never call strike one. li lin pitch some strikes in..he didn't even call. after the game...i scolded the umpire. again. this time is umpire. what am i doing?? coach really damn pissed!!!!!! he did not talk to us after the match.. he walked away with his friends. ms tan then came to us and talk bout the match. she said, when you win, it makes you a good player. but when you lose, it makes you even a good player! then we bring our stuffs to her car. we went over to sit down to get change and at the same time, we talked about the match. nicole told me that we should have a team talking. okay. good idea. thanks. we sat down and chat. everyone all agreed that we did badly for today..but w should not give up that easily. talked finished, i appolagised to my teammates for what i've done. douno how to spell. ate at raffles city...etc. we make a deal, we said that we had to be aggresiveness during the nan hua game. next day, we tried our best to beat nan hua.. yup. we forget the past...we looked forward to it. okay. 1 home run made by bettina again. total, she made 3 HOME RUNS FOR THIS YEAR SRC. okay. nicole-GOOD PITCHING TODAY!(10 june) nicole and the rest encourage me not to give up. they told me to block all balls. i did. hahas. i think. we lost. but we are quite sad about it. anyway, thanks seniors, teachers and coach for what you have done. thanks juniors for coming down to watch and learn at the same time. yup. amanda, good pitching during raffles match. these 3 days, i'm super tired. yesterday, slept for quite long. today also. wake up quite late. had to finish my holiday homework. after everything has passed. thanks pastor and aunt julia for comforting me. keep up the good work people. all the way for next year! i'm burn!!! hahas. under the hot sun for like 3 straight days.
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